You know what - I’m pretty fucking fantastic. I make myself laugh, and I know how to have a good time. I may not have it all together, or be the “prefect girl,” but I can still do some pretty good shit. And I shouldn’t have to deal with little boys who can’t get their shit together and be men. A man has his own place, a good job, some education, and is looking for a serious relationship and settling down to have kids. He wants to see the girl or guy he’s interested in as much as he can, and makes the most of the time they have together. And when he can’t see them, he talks to them. Because he wants to be in constant contact and getting to know them. That’s my idea of a man though. None of these boys I know are like that though. That’s the most disappointing part. It’s not me. It has nothing to do with me at all.
Something wrong with your leg, boy? Can you walk? I’ve got to carry you? Fine little blade. Maybe I’ll pick my teeth with it.
I want more friends, but the more I think about it the more I realize that that is a bad idea because more friends just means more people to piss me off and disappoint me.
Pretty sure the girl working at Cirilla’s checked me out when I was there. I ain’t even mad. A compliment is a compliment, lmao.
I try to find the parts of people that make others want to be around them, and then try to find the parts of me that makes them not want to be around me.
Thinking about it, I can’t see why this guy is attracted to me. We have very different personalities. He’s very charismatic and personable, and I’m very quiet and introverted. I saw it more tonight at both events, and it just got me wondering…
Made this in honor of my sorority! Boredom always leads to crafts.
Nuts, bolts, screws, gears! Rah rah engineers!
Whenever you see something that shocks you on the internet (in this case something food and environment related) it always causes me to look up more information to find out if it’s true. Then I sit there and wonder why I looked it up, and what I’m supposed to do with that information.
I just wish someone would tell me, or I could find out what the barrier is between me and the rest of the world. Why I can’t seem to get along with people the way others can. I feel like there’s some kind of wall between us. I want to socialize. I want to be a person who is able to talk to anyone and everyone and who people generally like. I hate that I go to a party or an event and I stand in the corner or against the wall and barely speak even though I have so much to say. I understand that not everyone can like me, but just to make that initial connection.
I just wish someone would tell me.